sometimes a day is almost too hard. you are assaulted with yesterday. faced with today. 

and just plain motionless about tomorrow. 

and yet you go forth. one step at a time. one foot in front of the other. you shop. you buy a new plant. you make the tough choices. you laugh. you cry. you long. you shut down. 

time makes some things easier. makes some things easier. time is against us as much as it is on our side. overwhelmed. underwhelmed. emptied out and full up. how? when? why? WHY? 

it's a clusterfuck. it's exhausting. its almost too much. almost. almost.

bring on the wonders. or just go away.

"if you're really listening, if you're awake to the poignant beauty of the world, your heart breaks regularly. in fact, your heart is made to break; it's purpose is to burst open again and again so that it can hold ever-more wonders." -andrew harvey